February 2012
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January 2012
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December 2011
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One of the first movies I ever saw, still one of my favorites. When I first moved to LA and didn’t know anyone, I would sit in my 100 degree studio and watch this a lot. Gene Wilder and Mel Brooks were/are genius.
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There’s a little spirit ghostie on my chin. After my mom took this she goes ‘oh my gosh Alexa, you’re so white.’
Christmas Eve nap time.
I remember my first beer.
80 degrees on Christmas.
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November 2011
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October 2011
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September 2011
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August 2011
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July 2011
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A few nights ago I fell asleep for about 15 minutes and had a dream. I was lying in a hospital bed, with someone next to me. I couldn’t see his face but I felt an intense love for him and a slight resentment. I remember feeling completely alone and hopeless. I woke up with these words in my head and wrote them down.
Let’s just lie here
Feel out hearts sync up one last time
We...
June 2011
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I’ve been feeling very distant from everyone in my life recently. I’m lucky to know some persistently loving people who haven’t given up on me yet. I really don’t know what I would do without them.
I’m a constant headache, a tooth out of line.
I found a journal that I wrote in from the age of 17 to 20. It was full of sad stories and poems, mostly about people I don’t see or think about anymore. Life is funny that way.
waking up every day with the sun in my face
still feeling the blues
I sit at the corner and watch the college kids ride past on their bikes
and wonder if they feel the same
the smiles on their faces say otherwise
but I guess mine does too
ive been watching from the corner for my whole life
a nameless girl who can name everyone in the room
faces swept up in a drunken blur
meaningless...
March 2011
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I’m in love and it feels so nice. I’m depressed as hell, but I’m in love. He’s too far to kiss right now, so I have this furball to keep me company.